LOVE...

I don't know what it is but I am absolutely terrified and fascinated with the love all at the same time.

Love of course is always a choice. 

And I do love, I love my friends, my family, and just about everything in my life.

But to be honest I want to fall in love with someone romantically.

Which I think perhaps I have been in love once, but that was years ago.

Since then I have cared for others, but not in the same way.

I think the problem is that I compare old love to new beginnings.

I want it to be like before, easy and passionate.

I have been holding my relationships at an unrealistic standard.

It's about time I let go and open up to all possibilities.

Because I know that love is out there for me.

I don't have to force it, I don't have to push it away.

I just trust myself and the universe.