THERE IS NO TIME LIKE THE NOW...

I have wasted so many moments in my life,
simply because I believed there would be a thousand more.
I wait for the "perfect" moment way to often in my life.
The truth is that there is no other moment than right now.
These past few weeks I have spent my time watching
the distance that has grown between myself and the rest of humanity.
This is nothing new for me to choose to withdraw.
I've been waiting for the perfect moment to live my life.
Looking back now I get what I have missed out on.
I am either living in the future or trying to forget the past.
I used to say "I wish time was on my side" at least twice a day.
The truth is that time is and always has been on my side.
I am the one that decides how to spend it.
Today I choose to live in the now.
To absolutely be present from moment to moment.
Because if not now then when.

LOVE...

I don't know what it is but I am absolutely terrified and fascinated with the love all at the same time.

Love of course is always a choice. 

And I do love, I love my friends, my family, and just about everything in my life.

But to be honest I want to fall in love with someone romantically.

Which I think perhaps I have been in love once, but that was years ago.

Since then I have cared for others, but not in the same way.

I think the problem is that I compare old love to new beginnings.

I want it to be like before, easy and passionate.

I have been holding my relationships at an unrealistic standard.

It's about time I let go and open up to all possibilities.

Because I know that love is out there for me.

I don't have to force it, I don't have to push it away.

I just trust myself and the universe.